January 2012
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I’m too dependent on virtual love.
I’m too restricted by expectations.
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i really want to try cheer-leading at uni.
shameful. i know.
but omg the cute dance routines on those bring it on movies. yes i’ll admit that i watch them…
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The senior class in my school invited me to this ‘prom dress’ group on facebook. =_=
1. Not going to prom
2. Most of your dresses look the same.
3. I don’t understand why you’ll spend 300+ dollars on a dress you’ll wear once that’s not even ‘original’ or ‘one of a kind’ when you have so many other options to spend the money.
4. LOL...
airchrysalis:
How I wish I contained passion. A force that overwhelms oneself, or another. May it be hate and an irreversible hope for revenge, or just a dedication for someone, a cause, or themselves. I’m envious. Teach me how to develop that talent. The lack of such is so unappealing, especially to myself. I think I can understand now why I can never attract the sort of people I wish to gain...
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I get attracted to people too easily, therefore resulting in disappointments and despair.
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Chill out: Why Big Caloric Deficits and Lots of... →
workoutpact:
physicalphoenix:
“I’ve often noted that the people who seem to have the biggest issues with the whole lots of cardio/big caloric deficit tend to be a little bit ‘tightly wound’ (to put it politely). A bit less politely they are stress cases. You can almost ‘hear’ the stress in their typing. Every post has lots of exclamation points and there is this undercurrent of “I MUST ...
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It’s valentines day soon.
Almost 18 years without a valentine.
I might as well just marry the internet or something.
sometimes I question how people on tumblr can look THAT attractive.
so attractive to the point your envy turns to slight jealousy…
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The university I”m planning to go to has a cheer leading squad/ team O-O
is it sad that i’m jealous and want to join. >_>
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I just did my biology mid-term and that did not go too well.
There were 75 multiple choices along with 8 long answers and that adrenalin rush left me half way through the exam.
I really need to get my time management skills together.
so today, my plan is to eat lunch first, make new workout schedule, setting up goals and deadlines and such, take a nap, study pr calculus chapter 1 and 2. :D and...
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Do you guys enjoy reading my rants on beauty, self...
I’m still thinking what to do with my youtube channel.
I mean, I think of these topics ever so often. And I just never happen to put them into a piece of writing.
O-O
so…
junefever:
Every time I think I’m finally over the past, something causes me to go back into hiding again. I’m sick of these self-induced boundaries.
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As much as I appreciate the thought of enhancing my genetic features with makeup and beauty products, the concept terrifes me.
I spent years trying to accept the inner and outer qualities of me, yet painting my face with layers of makeup seems to contradict with my self acceptance. As much as beauty gurus on youtube preach that makeup is simply a tool to further focus your beauty, in a way, it...
airchrysalis replied to your post: why do people pick such predictable dresses for…
GET OFF AND GO STUDY
I HAVE TWO MINUTES.
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why do people pick such predictable dresses for prom?
and the ‘unique’ or ‘original’ ones are not that great either.
one of the girls bought this one with peacock feathers on it… on a leopard dress.
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I really do truly believe god exists.
Why?
He often lends me this helping hand at the most unexpected times.
I didn’t do so well in the exams I’ve done so far(well, I only have myself to blame, and I don’t think I’ve done well.), so I went to my guidance counselor at school to talk about university requirements and such.
Apparently, the university I’m planning to...
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We, humans, living beings, often have the urge to compete, to win, to strive for victory.
airchrysalis:
I’m sorry I’m such an asshole. fuck.
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Sometimes I wonder if it’s troublesome for others to engage in a conversation with me.
Sometimes I also wonder if it’s possible for me to simply find the effort and energy to carry on a conversation with them.
I’ve been very distressed lately, I think it’s due the disappointment in myself. That I have no self control or focus.
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