Hey guys I’m currently at the Toronto airport (hi Julie and everyone else who’s from Toronto) I’ll be in Michigan for the next 10 days. So see you then c;

Stay safe and well.
Alicia

why in the hell do women pack like this

“Oh i need short sleeve shirts because it’s summer wait there’s air condition i need sweaters oh and shorts and skirts and dresses wait the dresses might be too short, i need spandex shorts and tights and tube socks and oh workout clothes oh and pjs oh and shoes, heels, oxfords and bags and my othe r2935775320730732073209ywiyhsghk things”

shit. i can’t even see my floor anymore.

i’ve been youtube-ing GD for the past 2 days.

It’s like the 15 year old me all over again.

I don’t particularly enjoy this. I mean, it wasted me a lot of time…but his dance and his cute-syness.

julibean:

don’t you ever feel like your face just looks so weird and its not as if you’re ugly or anything but it’s just like you want a different “normal” looking face LOL idk…

This happens to me all the time.

I just think I have a really awkward face, double eyelids that are hooded, slightly chubby nose, slightly cubby cheeks, random crease under water line (but not dark circles), oval-shaped outer corners of eyes. I just have a really weird face.

when you realize one of your beloved dramas has an sp episode. and life is beautiful :D

YAY MORE KITAGAWA KEIKO TIME.

stuff i need to get done before sunset:

-laundry

-vacuuming

-cut hair

-packing

>_> so much work just to visit relatives.

I feel really selfish and unrealistic.

Being like any other 21st century human being, I enjoy creeping around facebook profiles especially towards the ones that you’ve once fancied at some point in time. 

Remember biochem? I was creeping on one of his friends who’s planning to attend the same uni as me and him. Apparently he’s planning to major in the faculty of Science too, just like him. At first I was rather anxious and excited (and scecretly relieved) that none of his friends are doing any Science related courses while I am, meaning I have a greater chance of sharing classes with him.

I don’t want him to fall him to fall in love with me or have deep intimate feelings for me or anything within that nature. I just wanted to give him a new perspective of me after this summer. That this time, when I approach him, I can share a bond or link of friendship with him. I want him to learn more about me while at the same time, I want to learn more about him.

I don’t just care about school work, I have feelings too. And honestly, comparing to the students with 95+ averages, there is no comparison. I am nothing.

I want him to approach me as a friend, a female friend.

I’m going to Michigan on Monday to visit some relatives.

I’m bringing my camera with me and I think I’ll actually look somewhat humane and decent. So I guess I’ll be taking some “Vacay ootds.” wow. alicia, vacay. you’re taking pre-teen slang back to 2008.

But really, my Uncle has a gym near by his home, while I can jog around my Aunt’s neighbourhood. So I’ll be finally beginning my summer fitness and staying active and all that good stuff.

c;

Hi.

um.

I’m alive.

I received my Math Placement Test results today and I have a little story to tell you.

The MPT is a standardized test that my future uni offers to test your basic math skills before attending uni. In order to take particular first year Math courses, you must score certain grades. For regular Math course, you are required to pass the test with a 50. If you were to proceed in any Science/Maths/Business departments, you are required to do calculus in your first year of university. You must score at least an 85 on the test to meet the requirements or if you have done advanced gr.12 math, you would only need a 75.

I did the test around 3 weeks ago, since I did advanced math last year, I assumed it was definite for me to meet the requirements. The results were posted on Wednesday, I checked my student ID number and next to it was a 41. My immediate reaction was to lose my sanity and break every physical object I see, obviously.

It turns out the university corrected the test with the wrong answer key, and my actual mark was an 89. What a relief.

I don’t think it’s the fact that I possibly had the chance of failing that frustrated me, but having a stable and standard living in the future is my only and solid motivation to sustain my existence and presence of living. I haven’t yet found the purpose of living, therefore being able to support myself financially is a goal and a temporary purpose. And in order to work towards the purpose, I need to obtain a certain level of education and training. That 41 could have prevented me from doing so.

Jodie if you see this.
Me you Skype this summer.

Oh and other potential Skype-y dates…
Kayla,
Wasita,
Nanxi,
Julie,
Caelah-Beth,
Chloe,
Vivian
:D

Oh and sica and Alyssa and rammie :D

swollenhearts:

things that say a lot about people:
the way which they treat the waiter/waitress
how they feel about the weather
whether they dog ear pages or highlight in books
fingernails
and hands in general
their preferred creative outlet
how much they dread/enjoy talking on the phone
whether or not they drink coffee
if they ever forget to eat
how honest they are with themselves (and others)
if they correct your grammar
and whether or not they get nervous before haircuts

Anyone know where the horizontal running gif is from?

• 50 jumping jacks
• 5 burpees
• 30 seconds of mountain climbers 
• 5 jump squats
• 30 seconds of jump rope
• 10 push ups
• 30 second break

posting this here for easy acess for myself. I actually think it’s possible for me to do this one. With a few moderations of course. c; Enjoy.~

Remember how I talked about my Mom’s boss’s girlfriend. They’re a cute couple in their late 20s. So, this is what happened in the car yesterday.

Mom: ” I told my boss that in the future, you want to find a boyfriend like him because he treats his girlfriend well. ” (by that she means he drives her to places, cooks for her and buys her gifts here and there. Yah, I mean he is a pretty good boyfriend BUT THAT”S NOT THE POINT HERE)

Alicia: “Wait, when did I say…”

Mom: “Well since he just graduated university, he probably knows some people that are still in university and he can introduce them to you and…”

Alicia: “Stop. If you do that I’m never talking to you ever again.”

Mom: “Oh you guys can just be friends and …”

Alicia: “I know what you’re doing. No. just no.”

Well, great to know that she doesn’t mind me dating in uni *shrugs*

14th June,2012

For most of the fitness blogs who follow me, I assume you have noticed that I’ve stopped posting fitness 365s or my running progress or anything fitness related really. Why? Because I’ve been an emotional wreck. A terrible emotional wreck.

I’ve been consuming a vast amount of junk food for about 2 months now. I’ve gained a chunk load of weight. The tighter my jeans start to fit, the move I eat. I’ve been eating emotionally, not to sustain hunger or fuel my body which is such a wrong concept. It’s like my logic on fitness had completely left me randomly and I’ve just become utterly stupid.

My blog url is named harmonious-unity for a reason. I wanted to attain self harmony and peace, self love, but the entire 2 months I’ve just been emotionally beating myself. I’m still healing from my skin allergic reaction from the beginning of May, my scale says I’m a lot heavier, my acne is getting worse at the moment due to accutane side effects. It’s been rough, really rough.

But, I’ve decided, none of these are going to be permanent. I have time to treat myself with love soon, because it’s summer holidays soon and I can take care of myself.

1. I’m going to see my dermatologist next Thursday, I can tell her about my skin condition then.

2. Oh. And I’m around 132-134 pounds at the moment.

If I can’t run at the moment, that’s fine. I can eat healthy and clean and I can just walk and do slow jog intervals and light ab exercises. If I can go from running 2 minutes and choking on my breath to jogging for 20+ minutes with ease, I can do it again. Because I’ve done it once and I can do it again.

My summer fitness goals are still the same:

- 1) run intervals and be able to run 3 miles again, then run 3 miles regularly. Speed is not a priority, endurance is.

- 2) 25-25.5 inch waist, flat, slightly defined abs.

- 3) start weight training with minor weights.

3. Accutane gives you side effects, before your acne start to diminish, your skin condition becomes worse first. So my semi-severe acne and break outs are not permanent. They are side effects. I have 3 months before a new school life, I assume my acne should become a lot better by then. If not, I shall see my dermatologist again.

That is all. c;

I’m so cliche. I want to meet some random stranger during vacation and maybe he’ll be attracted to me and maybe he’ll ask me out on a lunch date or something. I want a cute little summer fling. But keep in mind, innocence is key.

I swear the complete opposite would happen. I might attract some boy who’s like 5 years younger than me or something.

Or girl.

Who knows.

I signed up to re-do my public exams in August.

but I still want to try and do good in my Bio and Geo public maybe I can acutally not procrastinate and study and A+ it.

But this is a promise to myself.

Since I’m doing my publics in August.

I’m estimating and hoping to get overall averages of the following:

-English: 80-82 in the exam, 80-81 overall.

-Biology: 88 in the exam, 85 overall.

-Geography: 90+ in the exam, 86+ overall.

-Enterprise: 96+ hopefully it remains a 96 or even higher after the final marketing venture project. I really want to have the highest grade in this class. Since it’s an elective and all.

-Math: I did this last year, 88 overall.

I did Chemistry last year too, but the exam was brutal and I only came out within the low 80s T_T

This would leave me with a roughly 87 average, which is my goal and eligible for admission scholarship!

OH. For those that are wondering what are public exams, they’re like SATs, but provincial. The have one for each grade 12 level subject and they are mandatory for graduation requirements and post secondary.

This is the marking system:

85+ = A+

80 - 84 = A

70-79 = B

60 - 69 = C

50 - 59 = D

50 is a minimum passing grade.

In terms of requirements for colleges/universities, a 70 overall average would be the general requirement for most universities. It all depends on what college you want to go to. I know for Hong Kong University, you need an 80 in each subject.

ericnooyen:

I’d love to meet myself one day and see what makes me so unapproachable. 

how many of you miss my ootds?

how many of you actually are aware that i post ootds…………………………

they’ll be back soon as soon as i finish exams and in the mean time eat healthier and whip my body into shape again.

6 years of elementary school.

3 years of middle school.

3 years of high school.

1 close friend.

and 700 odd people I just happen to come across on facebook and never talk to in real life or pretend to talk to.

Life is just beautiful and eventful.

Regular Person: “Hey! See you this Friday xoxoxoxxo. Oh and Remember we have that thing next Wednesday and Oh and Sunday we’re going there and…”

Me:” um. I’ll just hang out with my bestie. Hey ipad. How you doin’ “

I wonder if it makes me a terrible person if I were to morph myself into something else during summer this year. I’m graduating soon and starting university in fall. I think that’s considrered a new mile stone in life, right? I don’t want to become someone else, though I might give off that impression for somone who already knows me. I just want to make it easier for myself by not pretending that I’m so cheerful and enthusiastic all the time. It’s tiring.

I just want to become the version of myself that I’ve always dreamed of becoming.

I think it’s also quite pitying and saddening that I still think like a 15/16 year old. I’m too dependent on everyone.

Oh and I have my English Public Exam tomorrow. It’s going to be 3.5 hours, so back to studying and I need all the luck I can get.

Maybe we can sit down somewhere someday and I can tell you how much I appreciate you.

This doesn’t necessarily just apply to a lover or significant other, it applies to anyone. I really do appreciate people who can tolerate me and worries for me. Someone who would just sit next to me in silence.

i’m so sorry one direction fans.

I finally watched their old audition clips from the x factor and I finally understand why you guys like them. I thought they were just another pretty boy band okay.

I take it back.

But I’m still not too fond of their songs though. I don’t think it showcases their voices enough.

I did my pre-calc exam today.

I should’ve studied or at least tried to pay attention during class.

I felt like a truck ran me over a couple of times.